i am on drugs....

...not really but i feel like it. i'm like incredibly hyper and keep doing random things. OK! soo........last time i blogged was like A MILLION years ago!! not really i'm not that old. but it feels like it. so i now work at a stupid daycare and i pretty much loved kids till i had to go there. it super sucks cuz i only work 6 hours a week...but i get 10 an hour...which i love. but next month i have to work EVERYDAY!!! i'm gonna shoot myself. i only worked 3 hours today and i feel DRAINED! maybe it's because i went to sleep at like midnight...woke up at 6....then at 6.30...then at 7....then at 7.20...so i could shower and blow dry my hair cuz i'm sick. then i get to the daycare and there's already kids crying. so they shove kids in my arms so i can make them stop. and i got boogers on my sweater. talk about YUMMY!!! and then i have to go get my fingerprints taken cuz she told about some guy that like had sex with his student....and idk why that has anything to do with fingerprints. but i think she thinks i'm like a baby rapist....which i'm totally not. oh then she screames at me and was like why dont you have an id and i was like idk where my birth certificate is. and she's like well you're walking around like an illegal immigrant without any documentation. so now i have to get an id...go to all these classes and then take classes at school and omg so much shit. i am stressed beyond control. i need a better job haha. i need to take a cpr class read a whole book thing get my fingerprints taken get an id get a tb test...hate shots...take a child development class and a dance class and on top of that take all my other required classes. i'm honestly gonna shoot myself by the end of the month....