no more school

alright. well i'm SUPER bored with nothing to do...it sucks. still looking for jobs. my neighbor's daycare needs help. so i'm gonna try and do that, i dont want to jynx it. then i need to sell my books and get like $20 for both the books when i spend like $120 originally. thanks smc. and i need to buy like 9 gifts. i know what i'm getting half the people. i just dont know how to get it. well this morning was cool, my neighbor took me and my 3 sisters out to breakfast/lunch at some chinese food place. that was fun, then we came home to be bored. everyone's doing something today :( my neighbor's son peed on our couch...he's 3. luckly my dad left when we came back.

random but i love tim. he's like a papa bear. so yeah. now i have no more school. I'm thinking of going and living with my aunt till spring semester starts. she'll pay me to work at her daycare. which i need and my cousin will help me learn to drive. so it's a win win situation except i'll miss my bf and the few friends i have. my aunt's house is also very drama full...which i'm not too fond of....so idk what to do. if a job doesn't come soon i'll have to leave :/

idk what to do anymore

where do i even start? alright i REALLY need a job. i gotta pay for schooling and help my mom pay bills. or help my mom start paying some bills. i'm honestly going crazy without a job. i'm really tempted to go live in a hell hole with my aunt to be able to get a job. she runs a daycare and i'd have to LIVE with her. cuz she lives in newbury park and i technically shouldn't be driving. she said i could go to school out there too. but i wouldn't be able to handle life out there. it's too much fighting and angre. so anyone out there looking for an assistant, receptionist, ANYTHING. i'm definately available

crying over spilt milk

so this a rant..you dont have to read i just need to type this out. ok so my mom got me a phone may 2007. my mom being the poor mexican she is we had to get some free phones...everyone knows the free ones are the ugly cheap ones...so that's what i got the sanyo scp-3100. for those who dont know what that means...it's this phone

no seriously that's my phone. i know it's sad. all that's missing are my scratch and dents and my antenna wont even stay in half the time...it's horrible. so since that day i've been on sprint.com every day in hopes to convince my mom to get me a new one. so of course when i stumbled onto the LG rumor, it was love at first sight. it's little parallel lines and slide out keyboard. i loved it in white considering this is 2007 it was either that ugly black or white. so when i saw online that they were green and blue i melted inside. considering blue is one of my fav colors. so of course i would tell my best friend about the phone of my dream besides the fact that they started commercials about 3 months after i showed her. oh yeah this is my dream phone

cute right? anyways. so fast forward to what...thursday. yeah so thursday's our ritual hang out day for me my bf, best friend and guy best friend. but my best friend couldn't hang out cuz she was going to get her new phone...my dream phone. how she was getting it i dont want to talk about cuz it's none of my bussiness...plus it's a long story and i kinda dont care cuz she can do what she wants. but yeah...so she text me being like this text is from my new phone....i broke down. i threw my phone across my house...it pretty much exploded and a bawled. my bf was luckly with me and had to calm me down cuz till this day i still throw my phone when she texts me. but she wants to show off her phone to everyone...i would too. but i dont want to see her or her new phone cuz i will start to cry...i know it's pathetic. and it sucks cuz she's leaving the 18th and will be gone for 3 weeks. like i wanted to see her before she left. but now i just can't bring myself to do it. i walked by her house on thursday night and i had to close my eyes and put my phone in my pocket. i was just heart broken. then i was like it's ok heather...yes i talk to myself...you just have to get a better phone...but sprint doesnt have any better ones. cuz i'm not into touch screens plus the instinct is boring my uncle has it. well here's the rant in my other fav color...RED!

yeah. so i was like no biggie. heather you just get the rant. the rumor's so last year...but i get another text from my bff that i still haven't replied to yet..."my mom got the rant." so i threw my phone again and didnt reply to her text and started crying...again....it's been a bad 3 days so far. idk everytime she texts me i cant find the strength to text her back...i was supposed to get the same exact phone she now holds in her hand for christmas...now i dont even want anything. idk what to do :/ i need a new phone to come out just for me one that's amazing and fierce. so i can stop crying and feeling hurt that she would get the phone i've been bitching about for more then a year. i guess that's what i get for being poor.
-h2

FINALLY!

yeah so guess who won paris hilton's my new bff...BRITT! finally someone i love wins. it was a masquerade...both girls got into seperate cars. one got sent to the party...britt..and the other to an empty hotel room...vanessa

that's her crying all alone.

that's her on her last "one on one" with paris. i know she's creepy right!

thats paris happily choosing britt. too bad paris is friends with like all of the peole on the show now. oh well.
good job britt. you're my fav
-h2

happy thanksgiving yall

so it's thanksgiving...i'm at my grandma's RIGHT NOW! i ate mashed potatoes, two pieces of corn, and HAWAIIAN BREAD!!! it saves my life. well my family decided to plan what we're doing for xmas....so we're not getting anything this year. WTF?!?! not to be materialistic or anything since i get crap every year anyways...but honestly....my first year as an "adult" and i'm not gonna get shit! thanks friggin economy. all my family's now poor so we're having a pointless ass xmas now. might as well stay at home and enjoy my tv instead of going all the way down to bellflower to a boring ass house and playing games like a 8 year old...i'm ungreatful...i'm aware. but you would be too if you had my family. so i might skip out on this year's xmas and waste my time with a tub of my best friend cookie dough ice cream, my fav dvd's...i'm not a loner...it kinda sounds like it...but i'm TOTALLY not. people just have family where i'm not at haha. so i'll just chill with my sisters that i love very much

this is just me my mom(laura) and my baby sister(val) on the day she didnt go to school cuz she was "sick"...which happens to be EVERY monday. hahaha. but i'll post a ferosh pic once i find one of me and my second youngest siters...that i'm closest to (ash) once i download these shizzles.

that one's from like june...but it gives you an idea. well i'm rambling a little too much...well i have one more sister (bri)...we have our differences. i can tollerate her...but not as much as i used to. well i would spend my xmas with them...cuz i'm getting them gifts even if i have to prostitute for the money...totaly jk. but i make it my goal to give them an xmas gift for the past 3 years cuz my parents have been LAGGING it when it comes to thinking of their own children...but they're basically mine. so i'll post what i want to get them later.. you can give your advice.
well happy thanksgiving. mine is over...my family is fat so we can't wait for dinner...so we just do a thanksgiving lunch with nasty turkey, ham, plain mashed potatoes, BEANS...i am mexican, burnt rice, water + corn, mush...aka stuffing, green bean caserole...yes i complain a lot..i'm also picky...but i ate my hawaiian bread in complete bliss because it's my tradition...hawaiian bread and a HUGE cup of soda :) so thank you to the maker of hawaiian bread...you make me eat on thanksgiving. hope you guys are as thankful as i am..hahaha.
H2

p hill's bff

so paris hilton's down to her bottom 2 bff's. and guess who's one of the 2?? my girl BRITTANY!!! YAY! i really hope she wins cuz vanessa's scary without her make up. and i just want my girl to win. she's friggin hilarious. so good luck to britt and i hope she wins

she could be my bff anyday

miley miley miley

i wrote a whole blog on miley cyrus...and it kinda erased on me. so now i'm mad cuz i dont want to retype it. but i'll do it without all my videos and pics. thanks blogger :/ alright. so miley cyrus performed last night on dancing with the stars. her new single "fly on the wall" which i find just straight up annoying. on her left hand....i think...she had a little glove that looked familiar. (insert demi's music video for "get back" here) you can find it on youtube. well demi's had that video for a long while with her little red gloves. so miley just looks like a cheap imitaion. (instert performance video from dancing with the stars) also easily found on youtube. i also wrote stuff about how miley tried ruining annie leibowitz's career...even though now she's totally touching herself and dancing on tables (seen on the video). and now she's even dating a 20 year old...she's not legal yet. oh i also had found a pic of her in a bathing suit...cuz you know how shy she is to be posing for annie lebowitz and she was totally "uncomfortable" showing her back....but she has her cute little myspace bathing suit pic....anyways. miley...i just dont like you...oh found it!

and this one cuz it makes her look stupid




oh and i want this dog..i know random...
http://www.iams.com/iams/en_US/data_root/html/Angel/AdoptAPet_SearchDetail.jsp?animal=dog&breed=siberian+husky&age=&size=S&sex=&location=90404&x=54&y=14&petid=12445001

hola bitches

so i haven't blogged since BMW was born...still dont know what they were thinking. i was watching the fabulous lives of celebrity couples on vh1 and they did have an awesome wedding...but still. class is soon :( but all is well. my laptop broke down so i'll be out of commision unless i go to the school library. i know so mexican of me. but i'll try and keep posting
H2

wtf ashlee simpson & pete wentz

oh wow wow wow
the names people name their children these days...
ashlee simpson and pete wentz named their brand new son....
....BRONX MOWGLI
...honestly???
wow! lets see how much he likes his name once he's 50....

it's wednesday....NIGHT...about to be thursday

why are little kids the cutest thing EVER!!!! Jon and Kate plus 8...my HEROINE!

my grandma could watch that show for HOURS and she doesn't even understand english. haha. true story. she sits there for the whole half hour and just smiles and tells me how cute they are when i translate what they say. not too random...i'm watching it right now. collin said "i has a weiner....all daddy's has a weiner." it was AMAZINGLY funny. i think it was collin who also fell on his butt and said...more like was bawling and screamed, "MY HINEY HURTS!!! will you kiss my hiney?" it was too funny. kids say the darnest things...darn their cuteness!

now to talk about ANTM! (america's next top model...just in case) cuz for once someone that i actually liked in the beginning won. so congrats to mckey! i love your amazingly hot little boxer tom boy self. she's fierce and very tyre approved.

i have to admit that i will always be on team sheena. i have been sheena-fied fo life! she is my hero and homegurl fo life. i wish i could meet her. i'd probably cry, sad but true. she's AMAZING! so sheena if you ever stumble upon my lonely little page...i love you.

now it's thursday night and i stumbled upon the amazingness that is post secret. people are seriously gifted with art skillzz. and some of them are soooo sweet or sad i teared up.

some are plain funny!

some just show how cruel men can be....

it made me want to make my own with my mad collaging skillzz. so i want to send in like 09797098437598347576234578324583497 post cards...more like 2 haha. but i decided i wanted to make one that said ...you were never really a good father. hurtfull...i know. but i suffered more then enough...i still am. so thanks papa for being a jerk....

off to bed.

h2

it's a wednesday

it's a wednesday..and i have a 6 hour break between classes...dont ask haha. class kinda sucked today. the people you meet in school...lets just say they're quite unique. i was watching paris hilton's my new bff. i LOVE brittany!! i hope she wins!! but she probably wont :/ so good luck to brittany cuz i would love to be her bff
<3

-H2